redheadcarrier: (Just let me die.)
Asuka Langley Soryu ([personal profile] redheadcarrier) wrote2017-05-01 11:14 pm

[STATION 72] MENTAL LINK









I'LL KILL YOU
I'll kill you!



I HATE THIS
I hate everyone.



THOUGH
I hate myself the most.



I DON'T WANT TO DIE
I don't want to die.






miscreant: ({ no longer the same; ❄)

DAY 039

[personal profile] miscreant 2017-05-13 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Its impossible for Seviilia not to tune into the immense turmoil raging through the Nest link. She sits, perched like a bird of paradise soaking up the sun as it carries and carries and carries.

Always there, a distant chill. But she doesn't interrupt. Her broodmate clearly has her under control -- or as much as she can be controlled. In that, the Death Knight feels some sort of twisted kinship.

Interesting, that the center of her hatred focuses on Misato -- the woman she remembers from so early in her wakening on the Station.]


( Do you want to kill her, little one? )
miscreant: ({ if you show me the way; ❄)

[personal profile] miscreant 2017-05-13 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
( I am hundreds of years old. To me, everyone is little. )

[But that is neither here nor there.]

( At the cost of hurting others? Does that prospect trouble you? )

[Misato is one of Shepard's. Her interests in this are somewhat conflicted.]

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lavelly: (visit brothels)

coma drama

[personal profile] lavelly 2017-05-14 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It's only hours after that strange moment with Asuka in the dining area that it happens. A sudden shock, and then an acute sense of loss, like an injury that took a while to register. He has to brace himself against the wall with how much it makes him reel.

Ever since he awoke on this station, there had been a constant, almost comforting buzz behind the din of the others' minds. It wasn't until he met Adra that he realized it was the presence of his "brood," and it wasn't until Asuka that he realized what that kind of connection to another's mind could mean.

Now one of them was snuffed out. One he'd never even met, but he's still overcome with a kind of grief he hasn't felt since he woke up with his left forearm gone.

He thinks of Asuka as soon as he starts to recover. The girl is fragile enough as it is; who knows what kind of effect this could have on her.

It's something he's never done before, reaching out to a specific person from a distance. But it feels somehow natural.]


( Asuka. Did you feel that? )
lavelly: (cry deeply)

[personal profile] lavelly 2017-05-15 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't want to think about the specifics, have to actually articulate what he's feeling. He's calming down some, but the idea of feeling out the source of it all for more detail is making him shy away, like he's trying to touch an open wound.]

( I'm not sure. I think...

I think one of ours is gone. One from our brood.
)
wille: (@ backlight)

DAY :041

[personal profile] wille 2017-05-16 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It takes massive control, surely, for Misato to be able to make this sound so mundane. Perhaps the most audacious and radical act is to neither avoid nor avenge. Love thy enemies, is it? But the girl's no enemy. She's just that, a girl. ]

( Asuka. How are you settling in? )
wille: (@ schematics)

[personal profile] wille 2017-05-16 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
( I don't know if I care about you the way you want me to. )

[ She repeats the words to herself in multiple variations after the fact, still wondering which is best, certainty or honest uncertainty? The way you need me to or the way I should. Necessity or duty? Or should it have been, I care about you in my own way? She isn't even sure if that would be a lie. ]

( You survived. That says a lot about you. I think you should know. But I'm not giving up on the rest of them either. )

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huntsmachines: (downcast)

Day :042

[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-18 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Aloy is still getting used to this. Still unsure. But she's worried for the girl she met, worried for her pain and her anger and the pent up suffering that she can feel roiling beneath the surface. Even if they're not 'brood,' her sympathy tugs her towards the younger girl. ]

( Asuka, it's Aloy. How's your cheek? )
huntsmachines: (smirk)

[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-18 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Aloy lets out a mental breath. She had been worried that Asuka wouldn't reply. ]

( I was curious. And I wanted to make sure you're alright. )

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servitor: (call the glaive)

D55

[personal profile] servitor 2017-07-05 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Nyx is still trying to work out how to politely interfere someone's headspace. The operative word being politely.

What he's been doing, as of late, is following the links with his mind, with a massive white coeurl just hovering at the edge, piercing blue eyes and warmth, laced with a contained ferocity. It's his own way of announcing himself, in some concrete sense.

It's his detachment personified. A second level of protection he could weave into and out of without needing to have barriers. It's how he's managing to stay afloat despite the yawning canyon the beast keeps circling back to, now that Annie and Annabeth are gone.]


( Got a minute? )

[He's still just at the edge, waiting to stay or to go.]
servitor: (no mincing)

[personal profile] servitor 2017-07-05 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
( You do or you don't, Asuka. )

[His own purples, with its warmth and rough edges, stay their boundaries, though he makes himself more open for the conversation.]

( The next mission is going to be do or die. You might've heard that before but they're not going to bother coming back for us if we compromise it. I'm not telling you because you can't do it, I'm telling you because you can handle people screwing it up and getting them back in shape. At least, that's what it looks like to me. )

[That and, you know, he's got a soft spot for young girls and trying to protect them in some manner.]

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earthborn: (Default)

Day idk

[personal profile] earthborn 2017-09-11 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
( Hey. I'm checking in. )

[Shepard's tone is, if not rote, then certainly practiced. She looks after her people-- and more than casual conversation, jokes aside, or mission-specific talk... She's here to do the rounds.

( How you holding up? )
earthborn: (strategy without tactics)

[personal profile] earthborn 2017-09-12 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
( Wow, nice. That answers all my questions. I feel really informed about your status right now. )

[Come the fuck on, teenager, are you shitting me right now?]

( Asuka, report! )

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extradite: (collar)

: D

[personal profile] extradite 2017-09-14 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Drip. Drip. Drip.

Enjoy, for the next twenty minutes, the running faucet of Shinji's awareness, just on the verge of inconveniencing, but never quite bringing himself to cross that threshold.

Until, finally — ]



( How can you be happier here? With... everyone invading our thoughts whenever they want. It's bad enough adults can do what they want with our bodies, anyway. Now it's... they've left us nothing. Nothing at all. )
extradite: (fml)

hey gurl heeeeey

[personal profile] extradite 2017-09-14 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...right. That's what it comes down to: ability. Prowess. Natural skill. She's always been more gifted than him, less volatile. Of course she'll have managed feats he can't even name yet. ]


( How do you keep them out? They're disgusting. All of them. All of them are disgusting. )

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