Asuka Langley Soryu (
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[STATION 72] MENTAL LINK
I'LL KILL YOU I'll kill you! | I HATE THIS I hate everyone. |
THOUGH I hate myself the most. | I DON'T WANT TO DIE I don't want to die. |
I'LL KILL YOU I'll kill you! | I HATE THIS I hate everyone. |
THOUGH I hate myself the most. | I DON'T WANT TO DIE I don't want to die. |
DAY 039
Always there, a distant chill. But she doesn't interrupt. Her broodmate clearly has her under control -- or as much as she can be controlled. In that, the Death Knight feels some sort of twisted kinship.
Interesting, that the center of her hatred focuses on Misato -- the woman she remembers from so early in her wakening on the Station.]
( Do you want to kill her, little one? )
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( I want to hurt her. )
[ She knows who Seviilia is talking about. ]
( And I'm not a 'little one'. )
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[But that is neither here nor there.]
( At the cost of hurting others? Does that prospect trouble you? )
[Misato is one of Shepard's. Her interests in this are somewhat conflicted.]
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coma drama
Ever since he awoke on this station, there had been a constant, almost comforting buzz behind the din of the others' minds. It wasn't until he met Adra that he realized it was the presence of his "brood," and it wasn't until Asuka that he realized what that kind of connection to another's mind could mean.
Now one of them was snuffed out. One he'd never even met, but he's still overcome with a kind of grief he hasn't felt since he woke up with his left forearm gone.
He thinks of Asuka as soon as he starts to recover. The girl is fragile enough as it is; who knows what kind of effect this could have on her.
It's something he's never done before, reaching out to a specific person from a distance. But it feels somehow natural.]
( Asuka. Did you feel that? )
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She doesn't know what to make of Lavellan. He took her pain on himself. Supported her. She didn't want that, didn't ask for that, but it feels like maybe she should be grateful. He treated her like her anger mattered. Like it was important.
And she's drawn to him. Because of the symbiote. ]
( Of course I felt it. What happened? )
[ It's still strange. It reminds her of the 'conversation' the Angel had tried to have with her, but this feels so much less intrusive. ]
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( I'm not sure. I think...
I think one of ours is gone. One from our brood. )
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DAY :041
( Asuka. How are you settling in? )
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Sev has encouraged her to hurt her. Maybe she should.
Misato wants this to be casual; like she hadn't slapped Asuka across the face for daring to point out that her golden child was a monster in the form of a boy. ]
( It's better than being stuck with Ikari. )
[ She forgave him. That doesn't mean she likes him. ]
( Since when do you care? )
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[ She repeats the words to herself in multiple variations after the fact, still wondering which is best, certainty or honest uncertainty? The way you need me to or the way I should. Necessity or duty? Or should it have been, I care about you in my own way? She isn't even sure if that would be a lie. ]
( You survived. That says a lot about you. I think you should know. But I'm not giving up on the rest of them either. )
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komm susser tod intensifies
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Day :042
( Asuka, it's Aloy. How's your cheek? )
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( Uh, fine. Why? )
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( I was curious. And I wanted to make sure you're alright. )
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D55
What he's been doing, as of late, is following the links with his mind, with a massive white coeurl just hovering at the edge, piercing blue eyes and warmth, laced with a contained ferocity. It's his own way of announcing himself, in some concrete sense.
It's his detachment personified. A second level of protection he could weave into and out of without needing to have barriers. It's how he's managing to stay afloat despite the yawning canyon the beast keeps circling back to, now that Annie and Annabeth are gone.]
( Got a minute? )
[He's still just at the edge, waiting to stay or to go.]
Re: D55
( I guess. What do you want? )
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[His own purples, with its warmth and rough edges, stay their boundaries, though he makes himself more open for the conversation.]
( The next mission is going to be do or die. You might've heard that before but they're not going to bother coming back for us if we compromise it. I'm not telling you because you can't do it, I'm telling you because you can handle people screwing it up and getting them back in shape. At least, that's what it looks like to me. )
[That and, you know, he's got a soft spot for young girls and trying to protect them in some manner.]
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Day idk
[Shepard's tone is, if not rote, then certainly practiced. She looks after her people-- and more than casual conversation, jokes aside, or mission-specific talk... She's here to do the rounds.
( How you holding up? )
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[ Just "OK". She's been better and she's been worse. Honestly, she's had some good discussions, but at the same time she feels like she's on a never-ending treadmill, trying to make up for all of her mistakes. And every time she makes another one, she has to start all over again. ]
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[Come the fuck on, teenager, are you shitting me right now?]
( Asuka, report! )
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: D
Enjoy, for the next twenty minutes, the running faucet of Shinji's awareness, just on the verge of inconveniencing, but never quite bringing himself to cross that threshold.
Until, finally — ]
( How can you be happier here? With... everyone invading our thoughts whenever they want. It's bad enough adults can do what they want with our bodies, anyway. Now it's... they've left us nothing. Nothing at all. )
oh hi shonji
She's avoided him after their first meeting and she hadn't expected him, of all people, to be the one to break the mutual silence they've had with one another. ]
( Well, hi to you too, Ikari. )
[ She avoids answering the question, because it's complicated. What kind of answer could she give? That it's because here people seem to care? That there are people who don't seem to want to just use her like a disposable tool? Can she even be that open with him? ]
( You just have to learn how to keep them out. It's not my fault you're bad at it. )
[ Still not answering the question. She's good at that. ]
hey gurl heeeeey
( How do you keep them out? They're disgusting. All of them. All of them are disgusting. )
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( Hey. )
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( What? )
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Day 41/42
[It's not quite at the time limit for making the choice, but Shepard is surely cutting it close.]
( Will you stay, or are you going? )
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( I'm staying. I'm not going to leave in the middle of it. )
> action?
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