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Asuka Langley Soryu ([personal profile] redheadcarrier) wrote2024-04-19 01:47 pm

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I'LL KILL YOU
I'll kill you!



I HATE THIS
I hate everyone.



THOUGH
I hate myself the most.



I DON'T WANT TO DIE
I don't want to die.






maximumlegend: (i'm stealing your teeth)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2024-12-26 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
..

[ There's another quiet moment.

For a different reason, though. This time it's more Fabian's inability to easily accept help, even though there's a part of him that desperately wants to when it comes to this. As much as he has always been taught to be as independent as possible, it's so scary to deal with a situation like this all by yourself.

He knows he isn't supposed to feel that way, but-- he can't help it.

It's why he says, slowly: ]


Are you a good shot?

[ He doubts it'd be enough to just straight up deal with that guy, but-- hey, you never know. ]
maximumlegend: (but not the way i need)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2024-12-30 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure a gun would be enough in this case.

[ He does have to say that. He has to warn Asuka - especially since she doesn't seem to understand just how huge the threat actually is. If that guy does appear here one day, then-- Then he does have to make sure she doesn't recklessly throw herself at it.

Even if he isn't saying it out loud, Fabian would never forgive himself if something happened to Asuka because of him. ]


But, still.. [ .. A slight pause. It's still hard for him to talk about, apparently. ] I appreciate it, you know? You.. being on my side, and all that.

[ Witness this: two people who suck at talking about their feelings attempting to talk about their feelings. ]
maximumlegend: (and i'll wake up)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2025-01-02 08:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ He huffs a little. ]

I mean, you could do that.

[ You wouldn't be the first person to do it, Asuka! Maybe that's why it stands out so much to Fabian. He isn't really all that used to getting this level of back up outside of their existing little group of Bad Kids, so he appreciates it. ]

But I am glad to know you wouldn't. If you were ever in trouble here, all you'd have to do is let me know too, and I would come over immediately to help.
maximumlegend: (between my left and right)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2025-01-03 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah. This reaction? He totally sees it coming, and he knows Asuka well enough to know that she'd appreciate it, even if she would complain about it on the outside.

But that's just fine with him. Fabian will find validation one way or another! ]


Great. So.. If anything bad still happens to you while all of this horrible strangeness is going on, I will be hearing from you, right?
maximumlegend: (twice in a night)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2025-01-05 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
Perfect!

[ He's reacting as if she just plainly said yes.. Somehow.. Either Fabian is really delusional, or he's found the secret Asuka-speak dictionary. ]

Hang in there until then. I will see you again soon!

[ With that he ends the connection. ]