The Second Child

So, aside from the whole cult and the end of the world thing again life is actually pretty decent. I feel like we're winning hopefully, but we have me, so of course we are! I got some awesome stuff for Christmas (thanks to all of you who got me something!) and New Year's went alright. And Junpei was hitting on girls in Kimonos.

Still playing the violin and doing some duets with Kaworu now and again... He's... uh... actually OK.

For an Angel, anyway.

And then there's Aigis. Creepy. She reminds me way too much of Rei... except she's actually a robot. She really is a doll. Ugh.

Haven't seen much of Shinji... I wonder what he's up to?

[Locked to Self; Hackable]

...body is changing. The drugs, the persona... it's eating at me. But I'll beat this. I just need to help win this thing. That's it. Then I can rest. Then... I can lead a normal... life.

Even if it means I'll be dead in five or six years.

I'll be fine. Absolutely fine.